maestum

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

i have 8 unread messages from months ago i’m beyond like.. oh no what if they hate me what if i’m annoying i shouldn’t talk like no… i am more than aware that i’m avoiding having to talk to people. i’m never in the mood to text someone or keep it up for even half of a day. i don’t see why i have to, i literally don’t care right now there’s nothing to get to know i don’t do anything, i’m in the prime of figuring out how all sorts of mental processes work and how i can make a habit of recognizing when i’m getting a mood swing and what i should do to not let it get to a point where i’m just crying and won’t get out of bed. this is the only good thing i’ve done for myself and there’s really no one i can relate to on that. everyone’s too good too successful in their own ways i can be successful too but right now i work part time and sleep. i don’t see that changing for a while. i’m ok with it. until people ask me how i’ve been.. how do i keep the conversation going? i don’t goodbye 

i just sent a girl on facebook a message and i literally logged out right after because i can’t handle the fact that i can’t delete the message it wasn’t bad but oh god how embarrassing i’m always embarrassed i delete all of my posts and comments i don’t keep things up for more than an hour some times i just feel stupid for posting there’s something holding me back from talking to people tht cool but what do when lone